Going down on memory lane.
It's the 11th of march 1990 and together with some friends from our motorcycle club we are preparing to go to the trackdays on the circuit of zolder for some fun and to participate for a good cause. While we were waiting to ride to the curcuit a friend of mine who didn't have a bike said to his stunning beatiful girlfriend she couldn't come along cause there was no seat available. I told her she could drive with me cause I didn't have a passenger (afterall she really was stunning). When we arrived at the curcuit and while I was waiting for my shift on the track I saw her walking alone so I got off my bike and went to her, seemingly her boyfriend left her alone to be with his friends, so I decided not to drive on the track that day but spend the day with her so she wouldn't be alone. We've been together ever since. She was my soulmate, my perfect match. She left me my freedom to persui my dreams, my motorcycling, my job that often took abroad for longer periods of time, she created the time I needed for bunker. She could read me like a book, she was and is the love of my life. With the exception of juniors illness we takled every curveball that life threw at us. During one of my last trips for work, where btw I got to meet up with G0rt (cheers mate) my wife was hospitilized to the emergency ward with what seemed to be a minor problem which could be handled by a simple surgical procedure. During that procedure they noticed my wife had a tumor and which today officially was diagnozed as cancer. I'm writing this cause for the first time in my live I don't know what to do and have no answer or solution. I allways refer to her as my second half cause thats wat she is... my second half. There is no djeebs without miss's djeebs and we are scared as hell.
We are supposed to grow old together, go back to cyprus and Israel to redo our honeymoon. Go cycling along the Loire in France in our old days. I know we still can with some luck and everything just might be ok. They told us today they took it all out and everything looks clean. They'll also be starting up what they call prevetive chemo just to be safe. So all in all we think it's gonna be fine and seemingly it hasn't spead out to any major organs yet. I'm sorry if I bothered anyone, just wanted to write this of my chest to clear my head